it's sobering, but pointless. I will NEVER get there.
I have shed tears because I can't even PLAY the first movement of Mozart's 21st piano concerto in C. I sit there and think, hell, I can't even PLAY this, I will NEVER be able to play this--imagine having written it.
And yet here's this little sonatina that I *can* play and it sounds so pretty and makes me feel so talented.
...
apart from the fact that I am now able to procrastinate in exactly the same way I did in high school, by playing the piano whenever I should be doing something else!
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I have shed tears because I can't even PLAY the first movement of Mozart's 21st piano concerto in C. I sit there and think, hell, I can't even PLAY this, I will NEVER be able to play this--imagine having written it.
And yet here's this little sonatina that I *can* play and it sounds so pretty and makes me feel so talented.
...
apart from the fact that I am now able to procrastinate in exactly the same way I did in high school, by playing the piano whenever I should be doing something else!